Spooky Stole My Noodle
scanning the floor for leftover appendages.


Tuesday, January 27, 2004  

ice

what happened to everyone?
beneath the ice,
the hearts stopped
no melting
the cold covering cases
sloughing off faces in this
this winter abomination
decimated pieces of whatever it was.

I'm living as if ninety-five percent of my time is past
leaves very little left to display
amateur self-pity and observation:
All this time spent yesterday leaves nothing for today

where is everyone
covered in ice
body temperature dropped to match surroundings
nothing shows up on the screen anymore
no radar blip
maybe a skittering shadow
drags me back to some stupid thing
that happened ten years ago
that's somehow magnified to a thousand times its size
an encroaching form set to devour what's left of me

what's left of me
these fidgeting fantasies
burying truth
beneath a crispy white outside cold
that all this stuff is just a symptom
obvious to everyone but deniable
to anyone on the inside

an old brass light socket
stripped of its light
stripped of its bulb
stripped of its wire
laying on its side amidst similar opaque pieces
this isn't important
everyone can see but me

there's a mound under that
smooth flat surface of white
that scatters the globelight there or here
but never both
would be clear what it is --
a basketball, a rock, a dead animal
any other time
but under that anonymizing blanket
it could be my own head
noticing how the light can't get through

posted by Kingo Sleemer | 2:45 AM
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